keep re-reading email,m
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keep re-reading email,m
| Sat, 01-20-2007 - 12:44pm |
ok I am sorry to be such a pain here, but when I said you were all I had, I meant it. I am posting here and over on Ask Mr. anyway I am getting great replies from you all so thank you!
I said on the other board I got an email from him at 4:00 in the morning today. Ya know it is the one I wanted.. the I never meant to hurt you email. and someone here I think it is Tish? said even before I got it, that it wouldn't matter if he sent it or didn't sent it. I thought when I 1st got it I was happy to read it.... but she is right. It doesn't matter and doesn't change things. I want todelete it but keep reading it..ugh!! I cried in the shower today,, I think it was a good one. I think it was a I am gona move on cry. Sorry for all the posts and no need to reply. Just wanted to get it out, and this helps...
I said on the other board I got an email from him at 4:00 in the morning today. Ya know it is the one I wanted.. the I never meant to hurt you email. and someone here I think it is Tish? said even before I got it, that it wouldn't matter if he sent it or didn't sent it. I thought when I 1st got it I was happy to read it.... but she is right. It doesn't matter and doesn't change things. I want todelete it but keep reading it..ugh!! I cried in the shower today,, I think it was a good one. I think it was a I am gona move on cry. Sorry for all the posts and no need to reply. Just wanted to get it out, and this helps...

Hang in there! I think you posted to some of my messages,and Thank You! This board has been a life saver for me,too.Today is day 13 & it is still hard.HE is supposed to call one of my friends today ,i'm guessing to tell his side of the story? who knows? Today My best friend invited myself & my family over to "gear me up" for moving my stuff outta his house tommorrow.hang out ,play games,be with peeps who wanna be with me.He won't be there,tommorrow,he went to his parents with his 4 yr old daughter.I only know this through the friend who called me.This is hard,tough,awful,unexpected.shocking.just know there are lots of people feeling the same way you are.keep posting! Hugs...