Last night was bad
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Last night was bad
| Mon, 07-10-2006 - 7:51am |
Its been two weeks Yesterday I finally went over and got my stuff. He already had it packed up and ready to go. I guess he really wanted me out. I been in denial the last two weeks. but now that my stuff is out and I know he is already talking to another woman i know it is over. Im heart broken. The pain is unbearable. I didnt sleep last night. I tossed and turned and felt so paniced I ended up sitting upright clenching my pillow and just resting my head on it. I know it will get worse then this this is only the beginning. Its been two months of pure hell ever since i really realized it was over for him. I tried I begged I cried. 4yrs down the drain. I loved this man so much He was the one for me. But i guess i was wrong. Im sick in my stomach I havent been eating right. I feel lik eim going to throw up now as I type. The thought of him being with someone else kills me more then i can even explain.

I'm so sorry the pain was so hard to bear last night.