A long hot weekend ...
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| Sat, 06-17-2006 - 12:52pm |
Today is my 11th day of NC ... I still remember clearly when I was having a hard time starting, and now I'm glad I did. Time is flying. This is the sixth weekend I've spent alone since I left my BF. I've had ups and downs. I cry sometimes. This week was especially hard because when I left him I started smoking again. I gave myself a month to smoke and Tuesday night I had my last cigarette. Wednesday and Thursday were just awful. But I have to say I miss cigarettes more than I miss my ex, even though I do miss him a lot.
Today I have a lot of errands to run and tomorrow I have to work from 11-5, which is a bummer. I'm getting to that point where I can see the relationship more realistically for what it was with all of its flaws. But I still miss him a lot. I wish it could have worked out. I don't think I'll ever be with anyone else. It just hurts too much when it ends.

....."i don't think I'll ever be with anyone else. it just hurts too much when it ends."..... I think we all say it at the end of each relationship ;) I read somewhere that break-ups are like childbirth (not that I know what childbirth is like, but that's not the point ;) ), because if any of us remembered what the pain from a break-up felt like, no one would ever fall in love again.
Hang in there, you'll be fine.
Sandra
More power to you--and thanks to the support you give me and the other people on this board.
nikkilicious,
Sorry to hijack the thread, but WTH???