A long hot weekend ...

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A long hot weekend ...
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Sat, 06-17-2006 - 12:52pm

Today is my 11th day of NC ... I still remember clearly when I was having a hard time starting, and now I'm glad I did. Time is flying. This is the sixth weekend I've spent alone since I left my BF. I've had ups and downs. I cry sometimes. This week was especially hard because when I left him I started smoking again. I gave myself a month to smoke and Tuesday night I had my last cigarette. Wednesday and Thursday were just awful. But I have to say I miss cigarettes more than I miss my ex, even though I do miss him a lot.

Today I have a lot of errands to run and tomorrow I have to work from 11-5, which is a bummer. I'm getting to that point where I can see the relationship more realistically for what it was with all of its flaws. But I still miss him a lot. I wish it could have worked out. I don't think I'll ever be with anyone else. It just hurts too much when it ends.

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Sun, 06-18-2006 - 4:32am
Stay strong, it'll get better as time passes. Good luck.
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Sun, 06-18-2006 - 4:04pm

....."i don't think I'll ever be with anyone else. it just hurts too much when it ends."..... I think we all say it at the end of each relationship ;) I read somewhere that break-ups are like childbirth (not that I know what childbirth is like, but that's not the point ;) ), because if any of us remembered what the pain from a break-up felt like, no one would ever fall in love again.

Hang in there, you'll be fine.

Sandra

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Tue, 06-20-2006 - 2:18pm
Hi iamdelightful!
More power to you--and thanks to the support you give me and the other people on this board.
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Registered: 06-05-2006
Tue, 06-20-2006 - 2:34pm
I miss my ex bf's boat! I broke up with him (again) last Thursday. I had been doing real well until he left a sad little vm yesterday asking me to call. Big mistake! He cussed me out and called me a worthless piece of &hit. I just hung up on him. I know he's going to be out crusing around on it with chicks all summer long. That sucks. I hope I meet another guy with a boat. Stay strong and take solace in the fact that we know what you are going through!
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Registered: 01-12-2005
Tue, 06-20-2006 - 4:55pm

nikkilicious,


Sorry to hijack the thread, but WTH???

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Registered: 06-05-2006
Tue, 06-20-2006 - 5:08pm
LOL! Thank you for the reply. He is totally mental! I've not understood the man since I started dating him. You would think a 35 year old would be a bit more mature. There is NO LIMIT to what he has called me in the past/present. The c-word, w#ore, you name it.