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| Wed, 04-04-2007 - 2:39pm |
My boyfriend of 3 1/2 years, we have lived together for the past nine months. I come home yesterday and he has packed some of his stuff and left, no good bye or anything, Will not answer my phone call or email. I think what hurts so much is that he didn't atleast tell me he was leaving. I felt like something was up the past 3 weeks, that he was getting his ducks in a row so to speak, even gave him the opening to tell me he was leaving, this past weekend everything seemed to be going well he was very caring we had great weekend. He was excited about the job interview he had yesterday, i talked to him at 830 he told me about he interview and said he would see me soon, I go home and some of his stuff is gone. It was no more than 1hr since i had talked to him. I go from numb to sad to angry, at myself and him. Cant eat anything, slept maybe 2 hrs last night, it feels so empty with out him, it makes it harder because he left some of his stuff there, he just packed what he could get in his vehicle and moved to his parents. We also worked together, I got him the job so i have to deal with it a work also. Why can't I just be angry at him without the hurt part? I want to be ANgry at him, he did wrong, but i think im more angry with myself. I don't think i deserved the way he did it. Why would someone do that to someone else? Ive emailed him and asked him what to do with his last check, and the stuff he left at my house, no reply, I think of ways i can get back at him, but i don't know that that is worth it, I don't think it would make me feel better. Or should i just let it go? I sent a letter to his mom (they live 3 hrs away) explaining a couple of things he left, a table his father made him and a table he made back in highschool, and some yearbooks and stuff like that, if they were mine i would not want to lose them, the rest of the stuff has no sentimental value. If he would get in touch with me a tell me why he did it the way he did, that might help me but i don't know. I am so tired of crying and wondering what i did to be treated like that. I don't want to go home, i don't want to be at work. How can i get closure if he won't even talk to me?
any advice would be helpful

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I am so glad i found this board it really does help. I am not breaking down as often or for as long.
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