not as distraught but still guilty

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Registered: 03-13-2006
not as distraught but still guilty
Fri, 03-17-2006 - 8:00pm
I couldn't completely do NC. I talked to hime today. However, when he asked if I wanted to see him tonight I said I didn't think that was a good idea. I still wonder if he's ok and when the phone will ring next. What would I do without this computer to keep my fingers and mind moving? I'm obsessing but at least not crying. I hate staying home on Friday nights! I told him I was but I need to remember that I don't have to answer to him.