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| Sat, 01-20-2007 - 3:25am |
Hi,
I'm not newly heartbroken. In fact, I usually feel as though I'm doing quite well. Then something happens and wham. I feel like someone kicked me in the stomach.
Pathetically, it's been 10 months since we've been together, and 6 months since we last spoke. He left because his visitor's visa ran out, but our plans were to get together somewhere along his travels. Then, 3 1/2 months later, nothing. No phone calls, no more instant messaging.
I have to say that I wasn't this "stuck" when my husband and I split. This one has got me baffled.
I wonder if it's because I have no idea what happened, or why he just stopped talking to me, or if it is because it was my first relationship in so many years. Whatever the reason, I'm really having a hard time with my sadness. Logically I am over the split. Emotionally, I thought I was. Most of the time I still think I am, but when it sneaks up on me like this, it knocks me out completely. It also knocks me out for quite awhile.
I'd sure like to have some input from anyone about how to move on.
This sucks.
Kitsch

First of all the jerk didn't even give you a chance to have any closer he just stopped writing to you all together that is horrible so in order to move write a good bye letter and not mail it but just write something out and get your own closure and then know in time your heart will heal and you will find someone that won't take you for granted and love you for you