not so bad of a day today!

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Registered: 08-08-2004
not so bad of a day today!
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Fri, 04-29-2005 - 3:17am

okkkkk........... so i had a *good* day today...

for some reason last night - something clicked in me and i felt the need to stop obsessing over the ex and stop feeling so sad... i had spent the entire day at the mall and although i left with some very awesome clothes (and spent wayyy too much), i was so sad as i moped around the mall because everything reminded me of him and i felt blue by the fact that i had no one to shop with (all my friends were either busy, or with their boyfriends themselves! irrr..). so anyways, something snapped in me last night and i felt a lot calmer...i woke up, still calm - and although ive thought of him plenty today - i at least didnt feel panicky!! ahh... the first relief ive had in weeks!!

sooo, i consider this a "good" day and i realllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyy hope itll continue. i expect ebbs and flows - but goshdarnit, itll be great if it gets better from here on...

cross your fingers for me!
eeks :)

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Registered: 03-16-2005
Fri, 04-29-2005 - 9:52pm
(((((eeks))))) I am SO happy to read this, I really am. I knew I was getting better when I had to stop this week and figure out the last time he actually tried to contact me was. I can feel the strong on this post and think you need to save it so you can read it in one of those panicky phases. :)