now i miss him
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now i miss him
| Wed, 02-14-2007 - 11:17pm |
before it was different. i just wanted him to care. i knew i didnt want him back and i didnt miss him because i didnt feel like he was gone. i knew it was over and i was okay with that i just wanted him to care. now i miss him. now im crying because i miss him. i still dont want him back but now i actually miss him. i usually drive home for the weekends to be with him and this weekend i wont. i dont know i dont understand why i miss him and he doesnt seem to care. i dont want to miss him. i feel so alone right now. its valentines day everyones doin something and i just wanted to be alone thinking it would be better and now i feel so alone and i miss him. i just want him to miss me. we were together for a year.... how does that just go away?

Very simply put, you miss him because he had been a regular part of your life for a year.