Okay wait a minute now!

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Registered: 12-20-2005
Okay wait a minute now!
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Fri, 07-07-2006 - 5:10pm
Ok so I posted one just a minute ago about moving in with my ex's cousin, and I know it has not been that long, but something occured to me. My stepmom also gave me some insight. Moving in with her is not the problem! The problem is me! I am so busy worrying about what he will think and do that I haven't even been worrying about myself. I am letting him get to me, and I don't know why! I mean he was the one who loved me and I have a feeling he is doing fine since I haven't heard from him (which is a good thing). Yet I am the one sulking and feeling so bad...I need to start moving on and worrying about myself! I have come to find that I really haven't focused on me in this relationship and break up at all. I keep thinking about him and I feel like he will never get over this, when really it is me! I mean I never even feel in love...so what does this mean? I guess that is just how I am, I don't think about what I should do or what is best for me, when I really need to. So basically disreguard that other post because I am going to move in, Ihave to live my life. and if he thinks about me, then so be it!! I just need to be strong, hold my head high, not say too much and worry about me!!!
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Registered: 11-21-2003
Sat, 07-08-2006 - 4:18am
Well, finally you've seen the light at the end of the tunnel...follow it to the end. Take care of you and only you. Be selfish for one time in your life!