OMG HLP bashed on Myspace?!!
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OMG HLP bashed on Myspace?!!
| Mon, 07-03-2006 - 8:28am |
The tears are pouring right now I didnt take my own advice I looked him up on myspace. It felt like aknife threw my heart when I saw single. but then I read his intro. He wrote he been through some horrible times but now that he left that behind he is so much happy. The horrible times being loss of our daug his attempted sucide (WHEN he broke up w/me) and a visit to the Psych ward for coke. He blames me all for it and basically says in his profile that us breaking up has made him the happiest person. I didnt do anything to him. He wrote his friends pulled him through everything. His "friends" did the drugs with him and his "friends" didnt even come to maddison's funeral. The worst part is this one "best friend" his family still thinks is the best thing for him this is the guy that did drugs with him wth? Im crying so bad I was with him for everything even when he left me twice and I found out he had been using I came back and helped him through gave him money. I feel lik emaybe this is all my fault. This all happened while we were together. omg I feel so bad I just cant stop crying. I dont deserve this. Im still hurting from the loss. Why would you write that? Why be so mean. I dont want to care I dont want to feel like this anymore.

I'm sorry you've been having such a rough weekend.
Sorry you had to read what he wrote. Since you know it's a lie, don't buy into it, not even the emotions of it. You will have to let go a little at a time until you feel better. You will never get him to write something good about you, see it your way, or report what happened accurately. Everyone sees life from their own point-of-view.
Grieve - get it all out, then let it go.
Carrie