omg, i feel ill...whats this nightmare?!
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| Mon, 05-02-2005 - 10:05am |
im trying to get ready for work right now... but im BOTHERED by this HORRIBLE feeling...
i had a nightmare last night that my ex was dating a girlfriend of mine...
in reality, shes just recently started dating someone - and its NOT him...(THANK GOD)
but...what does this nightmare mean?? is it a preminition? is he actually dating someone?? are the *gods* trying to tell me something?? is my gut feeling trying to warn me?!
OMG - im going nuts now... i cant even fathom the thought of him with someone else...
i feel physically ill right now.. ILL.
im working near his area today too ... i need to breakdown right now.
maybe im overreacting - and i pray with all my might right now that im wrong - but this nightmare, has left me feeling like absolute CRAP
a sad,
eeksj

I have had dreams before similar to what you are saying. My best response is that your dreams are your subconscious pushing awareness and reality forward into your consciousness. It sounds like you are actually making a breakthrough and are now more ready to consciously deal with the truth, being that you two are not BF and GF.
I hate those dreams. I used to have them too but after experiencing them more than three times I realized that it is my gut telling me to "wake up and face it."
I know you miss him and this is hard, I'm going through a doozy of something right now myself but STAY strong and get yourself out there. I work out, clean, cook - anything to accomplish something so I dont bring myself too far down into a rut.
All of my very best,
isa