one night stand
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| Fri, 02-25-2005 - 8:53pm |
ok i know this is a little bit different. but please read and please offer any advice you may have.
first off - i was dumped a month ago by someone i was insanely in love with, and we were together for 2 years.
anyway. last night i had my first one night stand with a guy i met who lives 2 hours away from me. i really really liked him a lot. he seemed to be very wonderful and i was severely attracted to him. we met out of the blue and he came back to my hotel with me and we had sex and held eachother ALL night long. it was wonderful to feel close to someone like that again.
a while after getting up he left to go downstairs for breakfast and said he'd meet me there. when i came down about 20 mins later he was not there. i dont know if i looked in the wrong spot. or if he got tired of waiting and tried to come find me but didnt know my hotel number. i dont know. it could be that it was an easy way out for him to leave. but he seemed to really like me as well. it couldnt have just been about the sex cuz i told him i wasnt going to sleep with him, and he came with me anyway. though i did change my mind and had sex with him. and he slept there with me and held me all night
we didnt have a chance to exchange emails or numbers or anything and i feel that is so unfortunate cuz i would love to get to know him better and i dont know if he just blew me off or if i really just couldnt find where he was. but anyway i found his number on a website..and i am dying to call him to see if i missed him or if he blew me off...but does that seem really stalker-ish and psycho?? im sort of thinking it wont solve anything anyway...seeing as he lives two hours away and if we do remain in contact i might fall in love with him and not be able to be with him.... im very very picky with guys and we hit it off right away..thats why im feeling like this. i even keep smelling my shirt cuz it smells like his cologne. also he has no way of getting ahold of me, i didnt give him my last name.
better yet how do i stop thinking about both my ex and this guy, and stop feeling so friggen lonely?
any advice?
Edited 2/25/2005 8:56 pm ET ET by sakura_phoenix
Edited 2/25/2005 11:06 pm ET ET by sakura_phoenix
| Fri, 02-25-2005 - 9:13pm |
