What kind of happy ending are you looking for, because it's not necessary to be involved with anyone in order for it to qualify as one.
If you're not missing him anymore, then you ARE in fact, better. If you're considering going out and miss liking men, you ARE in fact, better. You bring into your life exactly what you tell yourself, so if you keep telling yourself that you don't want to put yourself back out there, guess what? You won't. If you continually focus on the anger and disappointment and not the joy that's possible and promised to you in life, then guess what you will just "magically" bring right into it?
You may need some short counseling, or you just may need to accept that the day YOU decide to let go of ....."someone lied to me and cheated and exposed me to his STD"..... that's the day you will actually start to get yourself out of this funk and be able to live -- and love-- again.
What kind of happy ending are you looking for, because it's not necessary to be involved with anyone in order for it to qualify as one.
If you're not missing him anymore, then you ARE in fact, better. If you're considering going out and miss liking men, you ARE in fact, better. You bring into your life exactly what you tell yourself, so if you keep telling yourself that you don't want to put yourself back out there, guess what? You won't. If you continually focus on the anger and disappointment and not the joy that's possible and promised to you in life, then guess what you will just "magically" bring right into it?
You may need some short counseling, or you just may need to accept that the day YOU decide to let go of ....."someone lied to me and cheated and exposed me to his STD"..... that's the day you will actually start to get yourself out of this funk and be able to live -- and love-- again.