Please help me :(
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| Tue, 05-31-2005 - 1:20am |
My fiance and I broke up over three months ago. We were having problems for awhile and he chose to end things. After talking, we decided to try and work things out, but to give each other space. We talked, he told me he loved and missed me and wanted things to work out. After two months, we were supposed to see one another and he ended it, completely. He said he was stressed out, frustrated, and confused. That he still had love for me, but that he doesn't know if it can work out. We have tried before. He tells me that his feelings have deteriorated and he doesn't have the want or energy to rebuild the relationship. I was devestated at this point. How could he tell me a week later that he loved and missed me, then claim that he is over it and no longer in love? After a week of calling, emailing, asking questions, I stopped. I am sure I drove him crazy with questions, he ended up having to be very blunt for me to understand this was really over.
It's been two weeks since the final break up, and I am a mess. I don't know if I am in denial or what, but I can't accept that it's really over. I am trying to hard, but I am struggling so badly. I keep fantasizing about him thinking about me, changing his mind, regretting the break up. I don't believe his feelings really have deteriorated, it doesn't make sense. I hold onto hope, which I believe is preventing me from fully moving on.
How do I move on? How do I let go of hope? Sorry for the long message. Thank you :)
