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Please tell me I am better off
| Sat, 11-13-2004 - 8:10pm |
I am new here but just thought maybe this would help me deal with what is going on in my head!
Here is a quick run down of what happened. I am in the military and stationed in Mass., my time in the military is up in Dec and all my family is in So. Cali. I had been dating a guy for awhile and moved in with him, we got a dog and I had decided to stay in Mass for him. Well my mom got really sick and was in the hospital, when I decided I needed to go home and visit her my boyfriend treated me like crap and was very mad I was going home. He was always the jealous type, didn't like me hanging out with my friends and stuff like that. So he especially didn't like me going to Cali with out him there, even though he wouldnt go. Had no desire to ever go there with me, which really hurt. So when I got back to Mass after the visit and finding out my grandfather was only given 4-5 months to live cuz of cancer, the relationship just kinda hit the fan. I knew deep down I had to go back to Cali to be with my family. Well he accused me of having a boyfriend in Cali and cheating on him. Which wasn't true. So we ended things. It got really bad to where he ruined my furniture, took the dog from me and wouldn't let me see him at all. I was good for about a month after, but now I am missing him like crazy and thinking about the good times we had. Wondering if he misses me and "us". I don't know someone just please say something to get me through this and make me realize I am better off!
Here is a quick run down of what happened. I am in the military and stationed in Mass., my time in the military is up in Dec and all my family is in So. Cali. I had been dating a guy for awhile and moved in with him, we got a dog and I had decided to stay in Mass for him. Well my mom got really sick and was in the hospital, when I decided I needed to go home and visit her my boyfriend treated me like crap and was very mad I was going home. He was always the jealous type, didn't like me hanging out with my friends and stuff like that. So he especially didn't like me going to Cali with out him there, even though he wouldnt go. Had no desire to ever go there with me, which really hurt. So when I got back to Mass after the visit and finding out my grandfather was only given 4-5 months to live cuz of cancer, the relationship just kinda hit the fan. I knew deep down I had to go back to Cali to be with my family. Well he accused me of having a boyfriend in Cali and cheating on him. Which wasn't true. So we ended things. It got really bad to where he ruined my furniture, took the dog from me and wouldn't let me see him at all. I was good for about a month after, but now I am missing him like crazy and thinking about the good times we had. Wondering if he misses me and "us". I don't know someone just please say something to get me through this and make me realize I am better off!
Oh yeah and he is calling me now wanting to have sex. How do I not give into him and my feelings I am having right now?

Lynne