please tell me this is normal
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| Sat, 07-22-2006 - 1:45am |
Hi all,
My ex and I broke up about 7 mos ago. We were together for over a year, and prior to that we were best friends for over 10 years. We have a long history together. We had a long distance relationship, and towards the end we started fighting etc, and he ended it by saying that he loves me, but is not "in love" with me. I had a hard time dealing with that but over the course of the past few months I realized that maybe thats how I feel as well. I have tried my hardest to move on; dated others, go out with friends. The problem is I still think about him daily, I miss him like crazy when I don't talk to him, and everynight I go to sleep, I have a dream about us. The other night I dreamed that he was getting married to another girl. I woke up very sad, and ever since then I have been wondering if my feelings for him are true love. We have had the ability to hang out lately, and its been going well without any complications from our old relationship. But I am feeling these old feelings coming back. Did I really love him? Do I love him still? I can push him out of my thoughts for the day, but I can't control my dreams at night. Please tell me if theres something I'm missing here. Thanks
| Sat, 07-22-2006 - 5:44am |
