probably the worst i have felt yet...
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| Fri, 11-05-2004 - 12:33pm |
i need to accept this. it is just so hard, i am a MESS, an absolute mess right now. i came on the computer to talk to my friend, to try to get some comfort..i received the exact opposite.. although her words are probably true, and what i need to be told, they hurt. she told me he is NOT coming back to me, and i need to get over it and move on. i can't wait for him, because she doesn't see him coming back to me and that he has moved on. WOW. ouch =( i don't know what to do.
i really did think we were going to get back together... i had been reading too much into things that had been happening lately though (away messages on the computer... him trying to talk to me at school... silly things that really meant nothing that i took to mean he might be coming around...) why do i do this? why do i want to be with him so bad?(i mean, i KNOW why, i love him. i really do! this whole breakup was a big shock to me...i thought things were wonderful between us, but i guess i was wrong!=(
what do you guys think... do you think they ever come back, and it works out??? i am so desperate for that to happen, it is the only thing that keeps me going anymore.. that little tiny bit of hope i have left.. i can't believe i STILL have any hope. he told me "i don't think it would be good for us to ever be together again" that should be enough to make me not have hope.. you would think
ugh, i am just so confused/hurt/frustrated/lost. i don't know how much more i can take!=(

once you deal with the fact that it is over....then you truly can start to heal and move on with your life...so my best advice is to act like it is over and fill your time with new stuff that you did not have time to do when you were a couple.
there will be other loves in your life and someone who will treat you better....you must have hope and faith that this will happen...
good luck and remember there are many girls out there right now who have gone through the same thing or are going thru it right now ... it sucks but it is all part of risking something for love....