reminder of the pain and affirmation

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Registered: 03-27-2003
reminder of the pain and affirmation
Fri, 01-06-2006 - 9:58pm

I have gotten yet another phone bill (this time on my cell) for 168.00 for a few weeks in Nov. It is a reminder of the terrible calls and the tears spent from Sept. - Dec. I tallied oh, about 700.00+ phone call costs during this break up. I am sure he spent oh, maybe 50.00 USD MAX. He was the one who ended it but I agreed..it was time..but oh the tears. Seeing this last bill reminded me of all those tears and moments of sadness. Hours of misery. I am so glad it's over and I never want to regress again. I am so glad its been 4 weeks since I called (he has broken NC many times)...No, I will not go back to that life...it's full steam ahead into my new year, 2006.

If you are unsure what to do, move on..life is too short for tears and misery...at some point enough is enough and it's time to resume living.