Sad...soooo sad
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| Sat, 09-15-2007 - 1:11am |
SO i'm sitting here eating my 2nd pint of Ben and Jerrys in the past few days and slept with (well tried to sleep with a rando last night but couldnt bc i couldnt get aroused just thinking about my ex)...Long story short, I left my boyfriend whom I've lived with for the past 8 months and dated for a year anda a half. I tried to do this about 2 months ago but he begged me back and everyone was so disapointed i went back but he promised me to do everything he could to make me happy. Now, dont get me wrong, i'm not perfect and especially the last few months i've been so unhappy and angry with him i'd get drunk and totally blow up at him and tried to leave a few times. Somehow he turned it around on me (even though i know really i was hurting him but didnt have the courage to leave him otherwise)and i would end up waking up the next day professing my love to him and apologizing prfusely but it kept happening and i realized enough was enough i am not happy so packed all my stuff in two days and left without any really warning for him. So now we are working out the technical stuff for the apt....i am home with my parents for good and he is living in the apartment.

Welcome to the board kimmypoo0214,
Everything you feel is normal. Good for you for realizing that your self-esteem was taking a hit.