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Seeing him tomorrow
| Thu, 01-11-2007 - 9:48pm |
Well, it's been about a month since I've actually seen my ex but we've exchanged a couple casual emails since then. I'm leaving town next week until July so I asked him for some of my things that I had left at the house when we broke up (about 2 months ago). This week we sent a couple emails back and forth and then I had a weak moment and wrote back telling him how much I missed him. He didn't write me back after that. So today I IMed to ask him if he'd go out to lunch with me tomorrow and he was hesitant but said ok. He already has another girlfriend so this is probably partially why he doesn't want to. So this is probably going to be the last time that I see him or talk to him for a quite a while since I'll be so far away.. well, this is a weird question.. but how should I act around him? I mean, do you think I should make like a last desperate plea for him back? or should I act super casual and act like I don't really care that it's over? I want him back so bad. I miss him so much it makes feel sick. I just don't know what to do.. I'm afraid that if I act like I don't care then he won't even bother wasting his time on me if he ever feels something for me again. This is so awful.. it seems so unfair how much of an emotional toll this has taken on me while he's out enjoying his new life. Anyways.. any advice would be greatly appreciated, thanks..

Carrie