a setback. please respond.

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a setback. please respond.
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Registered: 12-27-2007
Thu, 03-06-2008 - 5:27pm

Hi Showtime07,


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Registered: 09-28-2007
Thu, 03-06-2008 - 5:36pm

you're right, and thanks for your reply. i know i shouldn't suppress my feelings. i'm just so disappointed that it's back to this. i thought i'd gotten rid of the phase of crying so hard i can't stand, being sick to my stomach, leaving work early, not getting any sleep... and i hate to say this, but it's not because he's not in my life. it's because i know that i'm not happy right now, but they seem to be. or at least, they're growing closer. i know life's not fair, but i'm a good person, they've done f'd up things, so why am i the one crying? why am i the one alone? i deserve to be happy. and i also

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Registered: 12-27-2007
Thu, 03-06-2008 - 6:07pm

I'm on a mission to figure out what is going to make me happy.

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Registered: 09-28-2007
Thu, 03-06-2008 - 7:12pm
i just feel like i'm back to having no control. i'm frustrated that these feelings come up. i wish that it didn't bother me, that i could say "who cares? i don't" when it comes to them. i know it takes time, and i was doing so well. i just want the nightmare to be over already.
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Thu, 03-06-2008 - 7:29pm

Showtime - I am dreading the day I hear something like this.

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Registered: 09-28-2007
Thu, 03-06-2008 - 7:29pm
does anyone believe in karma?
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Thu, 03-06-2008 - 9:56pm
I absolutely believe in karma - both bad and good karma.
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Thu, 03-06-2008 - 10:12pm

thanks surfergirl. i knew me and him were over before. i just have been holding onto this idea that things won't be right in the world unless that relationship goes south. it's

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Thu, 03-06-2008 - 10:15pm

i kinda do too, but the past few months has made me question the idea. i've thought good things would come to me

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Thu, 03-06-2008 - 11:42pm

::and i thought bad things (e.g. my ex's relationship going bad) would go to them because they did hurtful things. but apparently it hasn't, if they're growing closer so quickly.


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