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SHATTERED
| Mon, 06-12-2006 - 4:38pm |
My boyfriend and I lived toghther for four years. I have two children from a previous marriage. My boyfriend was wonderful to me and the kids. My ex husband would not leave us alone and was constantly causing trouble. He had me so nervous that it finally last friday caused my boyfriend to leave. He said that he did not want to do this that he loved me but that enough was enough. That it was not fair to anybody. He said that he won't ever come back to me, as much as he would like to because our situation will never change,that my ex is crazy is an understatement. I don't blame my BF but I have never hurt so bad in my life. Not even when I divorced. I love this man so much that it hurts, I just don't know what to do. I cry every 5 min, I can't sleep, and I honestly think I am going crazy. What will I do with out him, we had a beautiful life together when there was no interference from the ex. We were perfect. I am so hurt and I miss him so much. I just need a little you can do this push. Thanks.

I'm very sorry about your heartbreak, it's still very raw.
I just had the worst breakup of my life two months ago too.He was my divorce attorney.I know we should not have gotten involved but we fell in love, well my X found out and made our lives a living hell. We stuck it out for a year after the divorce but finally it got to my boyfriend and he decided to quit. I really feel for you because I loved him more than my X too. There is nothing more I want than to have him back but it wont be. I thought I was going to die, but finally its getting a little better. I still think of him and cry but I learning to think positively that it was for the better. My X will never leave us alone and would affect the children as it already has.I will be thinking about you but it will get better, little by little.
take care,
HC
(the crazy X, my kids etc)I know its hard and its not fare but you know what, you will be OK.What doesn't kill you makes you stronger (and I really thought I was going to die from the pain!)Just focus on youself and your kids and I know it will get better!
take care,
HC