IN SHOCK!!
Find a Conversation
IN SHOCK!!
| Mon, 07-31-2006 - 1:32pm |
He calls me today telling me he wants another job, and asked if i would go with him so i said sure. only because i have missed him and still wanted to stay his friend. we go to some places and flirt like the whole time. i loved it. so we went to his house. and i just started kissing him then had sex but before we did he said will you regret this if we do and i said no. So we do it then i said tell me if you really did have sex with that girl from work and he kept saying no then i said please and kept bagging. then he says ok she had sex with me, then said let me tell you what happened she kissed me i backed up then she went in again so we made out then i went up to me friends bed then she follwed me and layed down with me and took her clothes off then mine and we had sex, but said he was crying the whole time and he didnt have an orgasim and said he felt so confused and didnt know what he was doing, and now that girl keeps texting him and calling him saying hse misses him. and he wants to quit his job to get away from her, he said when he looks at her he see's me and see's what he did and hates it. so i said im leaving and stated walking home and he said let me drive you home and i said no i dont wanna be with you. so he follows me all the way up to the park up his road, trying to talk to me, so i stoped and let him talk, he says why dont you understand i love you i didnt feel anything with her if i did that would be bad, ur all i think about an dwant, you pushed me away cuz u never trusted me u didnt treat me the way i shoulda been treated, then i said if i did all that why do u want me back and he says that what i dont get but i still love you so much and want to be with u. and i said well I HATE YOU, then walked away. he just said i love you and i said blah blah blah i had sex with the girl i work with then walked off. he drove away. so i call me best friend crying my eyes out. while i sit on a bench for about 5 mins then i stat walking home and i see him come back in his car so i stat walking faster and he gets outa the car and chaces me takes the phone outa my hand and hangs up. then says what dont u understand i love you so much, if i didnt care i wouldnt have come back. and i just was like wahtever, i couldnt think about what he was saying. so i say give me back my phone and he said no and ran to his car and took off. so i said ok then lept walking home, and he shows up again and says get in the car let me talk to u and i will give it back so i get in he says. you'll never understand how much i love you maybe with ur next bf u wont be so jealous and push his away. and i said dont make this my fault and he says its both. so i got out and that was it. but my heart hurts so bad i cant eat or sleep i told my mom everything even about us having sex. she didnt get mad she's just happy im not with him. any advise to get over this..
Signatures On
| Mon, 07-31-2006 - 3:44pm |
Why are you in shock now if he's done the same dirty thing times before. Honey, you choose to stay with this man, a scumbag who lies openly to you. He gives you stupid excuses and then says "I love you so much" and you believe him. He asks if you'd regret having sex and you say "no". You wanted it so why cry now. You asked about stuff and he's told you...."I was crying all the time and didn't get off..." what a lie. In other words this woman took advantage of this man...haha! Don't you get it? Respect yourself and don't allow this behavior to go on. Close this chapter of your life and move on.
| Mon, 07-31-2006 - 3:59pm |
I'm sorry if this is hard to hear, but you need to work on your self esteem issues before getting involved in any other relationships. This guy is treating you like dirt, and you keep coming back for more.
