So confused
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| Thu, 09-23-2004 - 12:03am |
My girlfriend is now in the process of moving out. We have been together for four years and lived together for two years. She is telling me that she loves me and she wants to be with me but us living together isn't working anymore. I agree, but I have never lived alone and I'm twenty. I am not blaming her, or myself. I think we both love each other, we just can't stand one another. What does that mean in a relationship??? I am a butthead sometimes, but I only do things in defense.(by butthead I am sarcastic90% of the day) We are still calling each other once or twice a day, but every time I talk to her I get pissed and I don't want to talk anymore. One of the worst things is that I can't sleep. We have slept in the same bed for two years, I don't think I've gotten a decent nights sleep in a week. I've never gone through a breakup like this, and I don't know what to think or do. Or even if we are breaking up?? I just don't see us together living seperately after two years. I know this is all jumbled up, but I feel better from letting some of this out. What a crappy way to start out a semester of school.
