So sick of crying

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Registered: 01-22-2008
So sick of crying
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Sun, 02-10-2008 - 2:46pm

I had yet another dream about him. Needless to say, I woke up sad. And, then sat there in bed for about an hour or so thinking about and remembering him.


I then turn on the tv and "A Few Good Men" is on. Featuring craploads of Marines. (My exfiance was a Marine). I'm sick of the little reminders. I'm sick of songs like "I will always love you" and "love is a battlefield" I changed the radio station again and then the dj had my fiance's name! I went to the movies last night and saw a poster with an actor I always thought looked like my ex. I almost broke down in tears. I feel like the world is laughing in my face.


I STILL have not left my ex completely alone. I

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Registered: 08-22-2003
Sun, 02-10-2008 - 3:22pm

i am so there with you today. im a tearbox today and i just can't stop crying. for some reason its more real today than the last week and half.

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Registered: 11-28-2007
Sun, 02-10-2008 - 7:03pm

Hi ladies,

I wish I had wise words of comfort but I am in the same boat today. At least we are not alone.

Hugs all around. :)

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Registered: 10-18-2006
Mon, 02-11-2008 - 12:15am

Hey Lushassgrl!


I've been there w/the crying & reminders of him and thought the world was evil and cruel for laughing @ me.


It's been 5 months since I've broken up with my ex, almost 2 months of NC and 1 month since my last cry spell but i still think about him.

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Registered: 09-28-2007
Mon, 02-11-2008 - 12:19am

hi everyone, i feel for you. i was in the same spot a few months ago. i'm glad you all understand that no contact is the best route. it really is. it helped me a lot and now i no longer feel that my life sucks just because we're not together.


hearts, and people in general, are a lot stronger than we tend to think. you don't know your strengths until your pushed to the limits.


as for wondering how he feels, if he misses you, if he's suffering as much, i think it's totally natural to wonder that. you'll never truly know, though, so it may seem that he's skipping around gleefully even if that's not the case. earlier on, sandradee would tell me that thinking about what he's thinking/doing is a wasted energy. i agree; each minute you think of him can be spent thinking of yourself, or making things right for yourself. easier said than done, i know... everything takes time, just remember that there will be relief, maybe sooner than you think.


hang in there! it does get better.

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