So, So Sad
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|Sun, 12-15-2013 - 10:04pm|
My bf and I broke up on Friday after being together for two years. Before him, I was married for 8 years (together for 12). I have two children. This man helped me trust again (though I struggled with that our entire relationship), and we really love each other. Other things that we couldn't agree on caused the breakup and its probably for the best, yet I feel so, so very sad.
I know it comes w/ a breakup but I'm just so tired of being sad. Im in my late 30s and I feel like I've spent most of my life getting over someone. I'm mad at myself for picking the wrong people and wasting time being in love when I should have been focusing on myself. Every accomplishment in my life has been overshadowed by heartbreak. I'm a singer and am signed to a label and I'm recording a new album. Something I've wanted to do for years now..but yet again, I'm trying to deal with pain.
I should be a pro at this heartbreak thing but it hurts so badly and I don't know how to get over it. I'm wondering what he's doing, wondering if I made the rt deciskon, wishing he would call..the usual. And I have two children to take care of! So I put on a happy face for them but dying inside. :-(