speechless...please respond

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Registered: 03-20-2004
speechless...please respond
Tue, 08-24-2004 - 8:11pm
Ok so I was trying to get over my rush of him from yesterday because of my moving forward and growing up yet today I find out they are engaged. I couldn't believe it. She is the rebound girl from me and they have only gone out for 4 months and they are only 18 and 20. Whatever so I'm just trying to reassure myself of what a diaster that will turn out. He seriously has the same patterns as he did with me but more drastic this time. Ok so I'm like getting over that about to start dinner...and the next thing you know the theres a knock on the door and its him but he brings her. He found a dress I had left there yet there are other things of mine still there. I stayed cool calm. I was surprised at how well I was able to talk to him. I was ok with it. I don't know if I would be ok with them showing affection but I was ok with talking to him but of course it was a quick in and out because she was there. I am way better off than I thought I might be. She was making me nervous some though but definitely not as nervous as I was making her. She was shaking her lip was quivering she barely got out a hi. I found that very odd but then funny because thats the exact same type of thing I would do and he would always belittle me for being that way. Exact same pattern. funny. speechless. random. Thoughts?