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| Fri, 08-06-2004 - 4:22am |
The problem is he won't leave me alone. I try to be nice and tell him I am not ready for a commitment and I am scared to get back together with him but he won't stop pushing me. He pushes untill I snap at him and he gets angry or wonders why I am yelling at him. Then he starts playing the kids and the he is going to start seeing other people card to make me jealous witch I admit it does make me jealous and hurt but I know that it is going to happen someday and I will have to deal with it.
I have already started seeing other people but am afraid to be comletely honest about it because the last time he found a guys number he called up and threatend this guys grandma then stole my lap top and used the I got your lap top back because I am not the one who stole it trick to get me to talk to him.
Then he won some money at the casino and took the kids and I on a mini vacation which the kids needed really bad but now I am feeling guilty like I owe him something because he spent this money on me and the kids even tough they are his kids and he refuses to pay child support not like he can hold down a job long enough to make any kind of impact anyway.
I am going nuts here and can't seem to shake him. The next step is to call out the ppo order and get the police involved but I really really don't want to do that.
I am talking to the domestic violence center here and am working on getting some help fo me but I am just frusterated as hell.
And of course in the back of my mind I still wuestion my motives and ask myself if I am being selfish. I am really confused.
Talk about breaking up is hard to do. What do you do when the person your breaking up with won't go away and won't accept the fact that it is over even after he gets thrown in jail.
