Still crying

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Registered: 01-22-2008
Still crying
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Tue, 03-04-2008 - 12:03pm

It's been almost two months. I thought I was getting better. Yet, here I sit, still crying.


I just miss him so much. It's been almost a month of no contact.


My ego cannot seem to get over the fact that he walked away. I feel like I was expendable and unimportant to him.


How am I ever supposed to trust again? How am I supposed to get intimate and let some new guy in? I TRUSTED this last guy with the rest of my life! We were supposed to get married. That's not even a guarantee. He walked away easier than some past boyrfriends did...


Ugh. I thought I was healing. Today I feel like I have made no progress...


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Registered: 03-26-2003
In reply to: lushassgrl
Tue, 03-04-2008 - 12:27pm

Sweetie, I think you're being too hard on yourself!