taking off the pink shades...
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|Mon, 12-03-2012 - 7:41pm|
does anybody else know that feeling when you suddenly realize that maybe you were fooling yourself and that man was maybe not price charming? :(
i.e. that you can live without him and that you might have been wrong and that he is the only man on this planet? :(
it is happening to me and it hurts like hell.:(
it is like i am falling "out"of love.
and it hurts...
i just suddenly realized that i do not need my ex to survive, that i will lead a happy life regardless if he is in it or not, and that maybe there is another man that might be the father of my future children /future husband. - outch.. why does it hurt to think this?
i do not like that feeling.
for one year i was 100% sure he is the one.
now within 2 weeks something changed. he broke up and i wanted to keep fighting or something. but something changed inside me :(
the way he treated me changed my feelings :(
outch... i did not want to change :(
why does this hurt ?
I feel guilty because I wanted to keep loving him in the way i did, i wanted that to last forever. 3 weeks ago I thought I could not live without him. And today , in the mirror I see a whole new person…with much more self esteem… I am ok with being without him . and that scares me.
I miss loving him. I dont remember what it is like to miss him. :(
I can not "feel" him anymore. - i do not know how else to put it in words :(
Does that sound strange?
Shouldn’t I want him to call me and text him , why am I so cool and relaxed by myself? :(
can I simply loose those feelings? i do not get it. what is happening? :(
I am scared of myself:(…
wow... is anyone going through the same?