He kept saying that "maybe one day we would be able to figure this all out and who knows what next week or next month would bring". I confronted him and told him that now was the time to decide not a week or month from now - today or never! He said he just didn't know - so I told him "I don't know is a no and that means he may never contact me again". He wanted to text me in a week or so and I told him NO - no contact ever again - this was his ONE and ONLY opportunity to fix this. I walked away with my power back. I will no longer waste tears on someone who won't cry over me!
We as women hand over too much of our power and energy to the men in our lives. That is fine if it is recipricated but too many times that does not happen. Men don't seem to have these issues - we need to learn from them and take our power back. I have cried and been miserable for the past 3 weeks - NO MORE! I will now treat him with the same disregard he treated me - no more energy - no more tears. This is my life and I get to rule what I do with it!
Thank you all for your words of encouragement and thoughts - you have been very helpful in this process and I know I have a long way to go still but this is the first step and I appreciate your support and guidance. Peace, Love and Taco Shells!