Trying to deal with my break up!

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Registered: 05-04-2005
Trying to deal with my break up!
Thu, 05-05-2005 - 2:10pm

Hiya

Need to get a few things off my chest today!

Went to work - didnt really feel like being there at all but it makes the day go much quicker. Had to get the bus today, i used to hate getting buses without andrew but i got on that bus and was thinking to myself, i can do this!

Had to laugh to myself this evening (as silly as it sounds!)

I have been talking to a guy called michael that lives around the corner from me. Never met him just chattin on msn, well he rings me up whilst i was waiting for the bus tonight. There i am chatting away, feeling a lot better inside, looking forward to living it up when the lady in front of me turns around, it is a lady that actually works with andrew! (andrew is my ex btw and the lady lives across the road from me)

In a way im hoping that when she see's him at work tommorrow she will tell him what i was saying in the conversation and he will contact me - i suppose theres still a part of me that wants him to realise he has made a big mistake and come back but i dont think it will happen.

Has anyone ever felt this way before?

Katie x