Trying hard not to break NC rule
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Trying hard not to break NC rule
| Wed, 07-18-2007 - 9:21pm |
It's me, the long winded lady. I am not needing any advise because, not only have I read it all, I have printed out most of it. I don't have a question....I don't think. But here I am, because my greatest weakness is breaking the "no contact" rule. See, I know he knows when I'm on-line (and, yes, I know when he signs on, also) and I saw him pop on and he doesn't even say 'hi'. See, most of the stuff I read on this board is about the ex TRYING to call and/or e-mail, and them having to have the strength not to answer or reply. My ex isn't even interested in that. He just acts like I don't exsist anymore. I know what you're all going to say: "It's better that he doesn't try to contact you." "That should help make it easier for you to not contact him." WELL, IT DOESN'T!! It makes me feel like I'm so easily forgettable. Like the last 6 months mean NOTHING at ALL! I WANT TO TALK TO HIM, AND TELL HIM!! When am I going to not have to cry, shake, write on this board, and feel such pain from not breaking the 'no contact' rule? I'm going crazy. Tina

I was in the same situation. What's worse was that he'd put on his daily activity just to spite me sometimes.
so I deleted him...off..EVERYTHING. Hurts when you do it, but you feel so much better in the long run. Why torture yourself? I don't have to see his picture, watch him come online, etc. As far as I was concerned, browsing his facebook profile or staring at his IM was driving me nuts. Delete Delete.
And if you can't, get a friend to do it. I'm serious.
Hi tinamarie117,
Ok, while the thoughts you are having are normal, they are your thoughts and only you can control them.