Two weeks
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| Tue, 04-03-2007 - 10:25am |
Well its been just over 2 weeks since we broke up. I havent been in contact for well over a week. At the moment i dont feel any urge to contact him first of all because im hurt and angry and want some distance. At first it was hell because i wanted him to know all the pain he was putting me though. It didnt seem fair he was unaware of how much i was hurting. Everytime something came into my head i wanted him to know about it. Then i realised- he is aware.
He knows i love him and he knows im devestated we broke up. Crying, screaming and begging doesnt change anything. In fact it just made things worse as i either got no response or a response i didnt want to hear.
At the same time i am still struggling with the fact i havent heard from him. I know its good in the long run because it doesnt give me false hope, but i feel as if he doesnt even miss me. When i spoke to him last he seemed so unaffectted by the whole thing, almost to the point he wasnt even involved! winds me up!

Hi never_hurt_so_much,
::At the same time i am still struggling with the fact i havent heard from him. I know its good in the long run because it doesnt give me false hope, but i feel as if he doesnt even miss me. When i spoke to him last he seemed so unaffectted by the whole thing, almost to the point he wasnt even involved! winds me up!
Everyone feels this way, if you read enough stories on the board.