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| Mon, 05-16-2005 - 12:16am |
i have recently met this real great guy. Very handsome. funny, nice, great accent to boot. so last ntie we were doing a littel kissing and damn it all if the only thing i could think was "i wish this was my ex" IT killed me inside. that i could be thre with this wonderful guy and jsut could help but think how much i wanted it to be my ex who was kissing me, hugging me. I realized that i obviously still have A LOT of feelings for my ex that i have been hiding from myself.It was not a fun thing to realize. I just hate this so much. Im trying to move on...but form last nties events i think that maybe this isnt waht i need. That its not fair to hang out with a guy when im thinking how much i wish it was someone else. I am tired of missing him. im tired of hurting over him. im tired of wanting him. THis jsut makes me not want to try again...becuase i dont want to go thru this anymore. everyone keeps saying itll get easier and every time you go thru it it gets easier...but geez...who wants to feel like this??
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| Mon, 05-16-2005 - 1:55am |
I'm not exactly sure what your situation is with your ex, but if you still love your ex have you thought of trying to work things out with him? It sounds like you still really love him a lot or else he wouldn't be on your mind. I'm sure it's easier said than done, but if you continue to have feelings for your ex, it probably won't work out with this new guy. In the long run it's probably going to cause more internal heart ache. Hang in there, and just be honest with yourself in what you want.
