ugh - I was doing so good!

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Registered: 10-18-2003
ugh - I was doing so good!
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Mon, 04-30-2007 - 11:33am
Until last night. We were talking about bringing other women around our son and I got upset. I felt like he wasn't really listening to me so after we hung up I wrote out everything that was on my mind in an email and sent it. Bad idea. I read it again this morning and I guess that's what I get for writing it in the heat of the moment. I said that I've realized I can't make him want what I want but I'm sad it has to be this way. I rehashed things from our relationship and told him it still bothered me thinking of someone else. Things I told him months ago but I guess I felt the need to say them again so I could "move on." I'm not really upset that I wrote the email, but I do wish I didn't come across the way I probably did, I mean we broke up 6 months ago after a year together, I should be over it already, right? Ugh I am just kicking myself today.
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Registered: 02-05-2007
Mon, 04-30-2007 - 4:55pm

Hi hm06,


Don't be too hard on yourself.