Update...

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Registered: 05-08-2006
Update...
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Tue, 05-30-2006 - 4:45pm

Just wanted to update everyone on my situation...

It has been 5 weeks since my ex broke up with me, his reasoning being that right now he didn't want to be in a relationship right now, needed to figure out what he wanted out of life, etc... We were together 4.5 years, he is 22, I am 21, we started dating our Junior year of Highschool after being good friends for about a year.

It has been NC for 20 days, feels like forever though. I have recently been tempted to call him, but everytime I'm about to do it, I just think what if he sees its me and cringes at the thought of talking to me.

I do hope to be friends with him eventually, but not yet. I'm still healing, but I'm doing remarkably well. I have learned alot from this experience and I've changed for the better because of it. I know I've gotten more mature especially when it comes to relationships.

I do still love him and I miss him, but I know that right now this break is the best thing for both of us. I don't know what the future holds for either of us, but I know if we are supposed to be together, then we will be. If not, I know I will find someone else.

Well, just wanted to update you all, and thank you for all of your replies to my posts.

~Amber~

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Registered: 09-16-2003
In reply to: manno001
Wed, 05-31-2006 - 9:32am
Thanks for the update.


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Registered: 12-18-2003
In reply to: manno001
Thu, 06-01-2006 - 7:16am

Amber, good for you! This must be so incredibly hard for you, and yet you sound as though you are making it. I hope that I can manage my own situation exactly the way you are handling yours. Thank you for sharing!

Lydia