waking up with sadness
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| Mon, 11-26-2007 - 10:04am |
I am so tired....
I am trying to keep good thoughts, do good things, keep myself so busy, be with family and friends, but I still have 'him' in my mind. I woke up this morning and I was remembering my dream that I had about him. Basically in the dream we were at his house and he was really distant very cold and as we sat down I asked him how he was doing and he replied that he has good and bad hours through out the days. I also remember feeling bad for him but wanting to ask him more. I feel like i'm torturing myself, I want to not think of him anymore, nor dream, nor talk about him. But everytime I begin to remember the times spent with him it makes me feel so bad and trapped in the past. I know I need to move on, I know I need to do so but its like time is not on my side.
I just keep asking myself that If i'm doing all the things to move on why do I get so sad and basically start to sink when I think of him!?

Because grieving is a process that includes a lot of sadness, that's why.
Hey, I know exactly how you feel.
Im sorry for what you are going through.