Was doing so good, then New Years hit
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| Tue, 01-02-2007 - 9:14pm |
I hadn't seen my X for two weeks, I didn't even respond to VM's or text msg's five days before New Years. I even decided to go to NYC with a group of people (one individual has a crush on me/strongly likes me which I new) on Friday the 29th. Prior to leaving I was doing so well with not seeing my X, then it was weird being in NYC, I was thinking of my X so much while I was suppose to be out having a great time with friends and the new guy. I turned off my phone on the 29th and turned it on briefly on the 31st and their waere several msg from my X and text msg telling me how much he loved and missed me and I started balling/crumbed and hopped the next flight home to Portland to see him for New Years----ayyiyiyiyiyyi; I can't believe I did this and what do I do now?
We had a long conversation the next day and he indicated how hurt he was that I went away with a group of people and new guy. In my head I know we are not right for each other---he is a control freak (put tape recorder in my cars months back, broke into vm months back, called me names, yells at me/feels justified---all of which he appologies for). He wants to get couples counseling and be with me, but we have so much resentment in the past...any helpful advice would be much appreciated:)

Carrie
WOW...what a good new year for you!!!!
anyways if this ex of yours is willing to change for you why not...you know his better...if ever BE READY TO TAKE THAT RISK...
well LIKE THEY SAY LOVE HURT....LIFE IS TOO SHORT..SO ITS BETTER TO ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF IT...GOOD LUCK AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!