Week one meltdown
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| Mon, 06-20-2005 - 6:06pm |
Hey all,
It's been exactly a week since I ended it with him, b/c of his commitment issues. I was doing okay, purposely making myself busy from the time I woke till the time I went to bed, falling asleep exhausted. Now I'm off work all this week and going to the beach the end of the week with a family member who has a wonderful adoring husband and a beautiful precious daughter. I need to get away, but how will I be able to stand it? This morning when I was lying in bed crying into my pillow I thought about just swimming out to sea.
I wonder if I made the right decision. I looked at another message board, and there are some perfectly happy women who have been with their SO's for many more years than I have, but only now at the 4, 5, 8 year mark they're pushing the marriage envelope, and I was only at the 1 1/2 year mark. But I had to do what I felt was right for me, deep down.

You just need to keep up trying to stay active and know that you have support here if you need to talk.
haylopotato99@yahoo.com