Weezie..you sound like me
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Weezie..you sound like me
| Wed, 07-05-2006 - 1:11pm |
I just been reading through your posts. And exactly what happened to you is happening to me. My ex has Bi-polar/depression. He has every possible med in his cabinet. They all make him dizzy and it always seems a few months prior to a breakup he tries to start taking it. He gets depressed. Its been four years with this man mostly live in. After our still born in NOv I started pressuring for marriage. He kept saying hes not ready hes not ready. He wants one good year before. Ad he said this i felt him distancing himself from me. We get in huge arguments. He couldnt control his temper sometimes and would just lash out (all verbal)He could be the sweetest guy then also the most horrible person ever. It honest to god seemed like I was some sort of med for him in the beginning. You know the lovey dovey feeling he would thrive on. Then when we would get comfortable he would get miserable and distant. We broke up at 1 1/2 yrs for two months, a short split after and then now at 1yr 8 months. All when it became comfortable is when he didnt know what he wanted anymore. I feel so sorry for you god knows four yrs is a long time. ANd Im sure your man like mine is amazing when they are doing ok. But when they are not it just ruins you. I can not longer live mylife like this. I got sick from stress been home now for 5 days. Weezie if it was just based on my mind I wouldnt give up ever. But my body just wont do it anymore. I wishyou the best. I know what your going through I hope you can stay strong.
