What is my problem???
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| Sat, 05-12-2007 - 9:11pm |
A little over a year ago I had date 2 with an amazing man. I was smitten from the instant we met. We had a casual first date and on date 2 he heated it up with all of the warm and tender words and future stuff (things we wanted to do over the next month as brought up by him) and all of the thoughts and ideas we had in common and kissing and that amazing connection that is so illusive. I could see it in his eyes. I know I was not imagining what I was hearing or feeling or seeing and the little bit of passion we shared at the end of the date was wonderful. I was in heaven for the next days until he email cancelled the next date we planned and then just bolted entirely.
Of course I was devastated. To this day I wish I understood what went wrong as he offered no explanation at all. I wish he could have just outright told me and I wish it was not still such a haunting question in me. Worst than that, I think of him still to this day and still miss him. How pathetic and I am what do I do to finally move on??? I have let this impact other areas of my life and have become rather depressed. No, we have had zero contact since. I just want to be able to move on. Why does this have me so in its grips??

Hi cindy and welcome to the board,
Sorry you have to go through this.