When is it Going to Get Easier???

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Registered: 07-05-2005
When is it Going to Get Easier???
Mon, 08-15-2005 - 2:52pm

Hi all,

Well, who would've thought, this morning I was feeling fine and all of a sudden this afternoon, just now out of nowhere I just started thinking of him and had this urge to email him. It stinks that I have such easy access to the email and his email address. It's taking everything I have right now to stop myself from emailing to say "hi". Is this normal that the emotions are so quick to change? One minute you're fine and literally the next you're having to stop yourself from making the mistake of contact? Why is this?? I mean, I know if I did it it would only make me look weak and stupid because if he wanted to talk to me he would've emailed me, right? And i'm sure he's not sitting at work (or at home after work for that matter) thinking of me and missing me. I just wonder when these feelings are going to subside and stop interfering with my life. It's like a rollercoaster! I hate it...