when is it time to give up?
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when is it time to give up?
| Thu, 03-15-2007 - 11:52pm |
I guess the question of the night is when is it time?Is it time when you have no sexual relationship for two months or more?Is it time when they go to hugg or kiss you and you find yourself recoiling before you know it?Or is it time when you look at him and all these ugly hateful things swell up inside you and all you want to do is scream them out but you don't have the courage b/c what if your wrong and he does leave only to find yourself not only alone but knowing that you were never really mad at them but at yourself?Am I just mad at myself and taking it out on him?Or am I really unhappy?When is it time to lay it all down and test the waters?Am I looking for whats on the other side of the fence?Is whats on the other side what I thought it would be or it worse and now I can't go back?Maybe he doesn't deserve me maybe I don't deserve him.Maybe I need to grow up and stop wasting his and my time and make a decsion one way or the other.Am I just spoiled and in need some excitment or do i just need something more?I wish I knew all the awnsers to my questions but some things we just have to find out on our on.
