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| Fri, 04-13-2007 - 6:16am |
hey all, im 21 years old n my 7 year and 360 day old relationship has come to an end after a fun day of going out for a jog around a local park and after eating subway in a nearby city. see, after we ate we came back into town and came to my house, we came into my room and i put on a movie. ..........let me back up, earlier in the day i recieved, and forgot to put away a doctors bill from a recent hospitalization that i had and that my girlfriend didnt know about. i was at the morongo casino near palm desert california and i passed out due to dehidration. i went for an ambulance ride n now im enjoying the bill....the bill that my girlfriend saw laying on the chair in my room, she wasnt worried about me or how im going to pay for my bill, no no!! she was furious at me because i didnt tell her that i went to the casino with a few people. see, shes the kind of girl who is very unsocial and is happy with no friends and even though she never admitted it, i felt she wanted me to have no friends either. serioisly, can u blame me for not wanting to tell her that i was going when i knew that all she was going to do was bitch at me and not want me to go? n e ways, she saw the bill and i had to tell her what happened and where it happened. see, i dont like to lie, i can however not tell somebody something for a long time but when they ask about it i cant lie n have to tell them, or in my case they find out by being nosey in my room. anyways, she broke up with me because she thinks that there is more that i am not telling her. she also said because i am not the kind of person who shows feelings and emotions and thats what she wants, i love this girl and never wanted to lose her. its crazy how my love didnt surface until i lost her. i should have shown more feelings towards her, emotion, gratitude for everything that she has done and instead of telling her, my dumbass is here typing away and thinking about the best girl that ever happened to me that also happened to be the one that got away because i let her slip right out of my grip. it was something that could have been prevented by honesty and trust and all that good stuff that should be in any relationship but was missing on her part and on mine.
sorry if this seems a lil confusing,its 3:15am n im tired .
n e ways can you ladies tell me what you would have done im my ex's situation. would you have broken up with ur guy because he didnt tell you where he went one night n u had to find out a couple of months later like i just described up there? i can understand being mad, but breaking up? come on!! i have a feeling she was just looking for a way out n she found it. please let me know ladies.
thx, vic-x610
| Fri, 04-13-2007 - 11:29am |
