Why am I not mad at him?
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Why am I not mad at him?
| Mon, 03-26-2007 - 1:02pm |
So me and my ex broke up 2 weeks ago...one of those lets see where things take us if we are apart. I miss him a lot...I dont miss his selfish ways but I do miss us. He went to Mexico 3 days after we broke up, told me he got the tickets right before we broke up. He has always been very honest with me so I trust him, but I could be completely naive. Maybe he bought them 3 months ago and chose to not tell me about it, I dont know. Anyway he called right after he got back and we are still "loving and missing" each other. Its like he said he isnt ready for anything more serious right now because he needs to know himself...typical BS. But when I do talk to him everything is great, I am so MAD about Mexicot thing and I never made a huge deal about it because I dont want to be that nagging girl...but its still messed up. I think about him a lot and want him back in a way. It makes me so mad !!! I need to not think or care about him right now...because he isnt good for me :(( I want to be mad and not want to talk to him...but I am not. I am my nice self and it pisses me off.
Ughhhhhhhhh, sigh.
Ughhhhhhhhh, sigh.

lol, thats the problem when we love someone its impossible to stay mad whatever they do, which makes us mad at ourselves.
He seems to be messing with your head a little, i think you should do no contact for a while and see how things go.
Actually, what you're doing is harboring resentment towards him;