WHY CANT I KEEP NC???
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| Fri, 07-27-2007 - 11:50am |
So ill try and make this quick. I dont know where else to turn bc I dont want to torture my friends about him anymore. So its been off and on for 10 years (im only 24, so is he)actually its never really been "on" but as far on as he can handle. Well never be together, I dont really trust him. We dont have sex, bc of him not me. and he swears hes not having it with anyone else. but i question this bc what guy can go 2 years without sex?? anyway, he says were good friends. We never go anywhere ever, not to a movie restaurant etcc. he usually comes to my house 1030 11 oclock at night and we watch tv. He knows all my friends, I dont know any of his. He is VERY selfish. Hardly any kissing touching etc. Sometimes he even says that he doesnt like kissing that it bothers his lips sometimes. EVERYTHING is very one sided, and selfish really is the only way to describe him. I have tried to end it many many times, we dont talk for a few weeks and then all he has to do is tell me he misses me and i jump right back in. No matter how many times I tell myself I shouldnt, I mean i know i shouldnt he doesnt treat me very well and i am almost always miserable after he leaves me bc i feel like hes only there for one thing. but weve been friends for so long and we have been through alot together and i dont want to lose him, even though i know it would be the best thing for me. Some of my friends refuse to even talk about him anymore with me bc they think hes that terrible.
So if I clearly know all of this, whyyyy do I continue to answer and speak with him. He is my weakness and I am lost as to what to do
Also, why does he always come back if he doesnt want to be with me????
Someone please help

Hi dollface603,
Here's your previous post so others can catch up on your story:
10 YEARS TOO LONG