Why did I do it?
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Why did I do it?
| Thu, 06-09-2005 - 12:00pm |
Well, I broke up with my boyfriend last night, we had only be officially together for about five months, but we have been talking for over a year. I broke up with him because I felt as though he was getting too serious. I am only twenty and he talked about marriage and children all the time. I love him, he is the first guy I have ever loved, but I do not want to lead him on. I know that there will be other people in my future where as he saw me as the person he would marry. I feel very bad for breaking things off. And to make things worse I just recently moved back to the town where he lives for the summer! When we had a long distance relationship it was great, and then when I moved back home I felt a huge amount of pressure, which in turn caused me to break things off.... but I still love him, did I do the wrong thing. Someone help! and is there a chance that we can still be friends?

jenyfer21...
Maybe the answer to your question is: "BECAUSE I WASN'T READY TO BEGIN THIS PART OF MY LIFE YET?"
You'll probably continue to have extraordinarily strong feelings for the man.....since he was your 1st true love....but this doesn't mean "the first true love is always the one you should be with forever!"