Why do I feel this way? Help!
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| Thu, 05-24-2007 - 12:12am |
I broke up with my boyfriend about a month ago. I initiated the break up because he was disprectful and mean. He bordered on abusive both physically and verbally.
We still stay in touch partly because I think it's so hard for both of us to be alone after so long. Since the break up I have gone a little wild and met and slept with a number of guys. I know that sort of behaviour is not good but I was self medicating to fill the void left by the end of this relationship.
Because we have many mutual friends I just found out that he has moved on as well and slept with another girl. I don't know why I feel so bad about hearing this news but I do. It's like a knife in the chest. I know that I have been engaging in sexual relationships far more than he has but I guess knowing that he has now moved on fully is hard to accept.
Ahhhh, how to get this over with? I feel like now the break up officially begins

Hi coco_brewster,
Everything you feel is normal.