Why would you miss someone who treats you so wrong?
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|Mon, 08-19-2013 - 1:55am|
It has been nine months since, my ex-fiance, and I have split up. It was all do to, he was a complete womanizer. He was taking other women out to eat, his so called "friends," in the process he was lying about what he would be doing at night, when he was out to eat. He had been taking his ex-wife out to eat as well. We were together for ten months, and had planned on getting married, and was setting everything up, until it got to the point that I couldn't take it any longer. I was tired of the way he put other women before me, how much of a womanizer he was, and the lies I constantly started to catch him in. I tried I really did, but I will not live the rest of my life with a liar, let alone put my kids through anything like that.
My question is, here I am nine months later; and he is on my mind. Missing him, wondering what he is doing, would he actually answer my call? I don't get it, for somone who treated me so wrong, why can't he just leave my mind? Poof, vapor, and be gone.....
It makes no sense, I never missed my ex-husband, as a matter of fact I was glad he was gone. This situation; I just don't get it.
Who would be will to set themselves up for self-punishment as such.....?
Sometimes I think, maybe I have just lost my mind.